Take this in.
2:42am
Planning to sleep in a jifffy
August 2010
LOOL who wants to tell me how to activate my ask (:
Ill love you forever xD
customize>community>let people ask you questions.
HAHA THANKS! lol and I thought you said to ask someone else :P
LOOL who wants to tell me how to activate my ask (:
Ill love you forever xD
You know Earl is online when...
Your dashboard is being flooded with pictures of sports LOOL
whats wrong with that?
nothing! I love a lot of your pictures :D I’m just saying (:
You know Earl is online when...
Your dashboard is being flooded with pictures of sports LOOL
@jsalvador
I MISSS YO FACE!
I MISS YO FACE AND YO BODY ;)
LMFAO I MISS ALL OF YOU BB
HAHA FOSHO! I CANT WAIT TO RAPE YOU ALL YEAR AGAIN :D
YESSSSSSS FROM WARD’S GRADE TEN REP OMG I FEEL SO SPECIAL
LMFAOOO YOU BETTTER! I ONLY PICK THE BEST YAAA KNOW (;
@jsalvador
I MISSS YO FACE!
I MISS YO FACE AND YO BODY ;)
LMFAO I MISS ALL OF YOU BB
HAHA FOSHO! I CANT WAIT TO RAPE YOU ALL YEAR AGAIN :D
@jsalvador
I MISSS YO FACE!
Haircut (:
OH YEA!!! sooo for the longest FUCKING time I wanted a haircut !!! sooooo my mom will only let my tita cut it cuzzz shes pro and shit sooo I’ve been waiting and waiting so at noon when I woke up…I woke up becaue I thought my tita was in the room and I SWEAR I heard her say “okay, lets go!”
YOU HAVE NO IDEA how fast I jumped out of bed to see no one was there LOOL
but yea since it rain sooo much today I GOT MY HAIRCUT <3
its like super short now… compared to my uber long hair that goes past mid-chest , now it’s above my shoulders!
xD
I’ll post pictures up when I come home from my trip (:
OMG IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPY xD
what I did today
I woke up at noon . took a shower and went to the mall with my cousins
I bought 2 bracelets one rainbow in colour and braided in style for Clara and the other blue and white in a cool braided style.
Then I was in search for a ring for my boyfriend that said forever . Iuno I just HAD to find one. and I did (: its like 3 separate rings 2 silver and one blue there all pretty thin and the blue one lies between the silver. And written on the blue ring it says “forever love” OMG i think its the coolest thing ever
But yea one our first month which is in 6 days I’ll be sending Walker a dogtag with my name on it (:
on our 3rd Ill send the bracelet
and I’m not sure yet on our 6th ,8th or year Ill give him the ring.
Explanation for why 8th because then he will be the longest guy I’ll be with .
We’ll this is my plan . and I promise never leave him and if he follows through his word then my plan will work (:
I thought of how people say what we plan ….the outcome isn’t what we expect and shit but yeeh..what happens then? what do I do with everything I plan to give him if it doesnt work. Some people would assume I would give the ring to someone else EVEN THOUGH its full out meant for Walker! haha no if he can’t have it then noooobody can (:
If You're in a relationship, married or none, read this. You'll know why at the end.
MARRIAGE
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.
At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.
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Touched my heart .
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
how smart I am
how tall I am
how hard I try
yea that’s all I can think of no matter what
Bold What You Own →
1. A cell phone.
2. A hair straightener.
3. Your own computer.
4. Your own car.
5. Chanel/Dior/Gucci/Salvadore Ferragamo sun[glasses].
6. A designer purse.
7. A boyfriend/girlfriend.
8. A curling iron.
9. Every Fall Out Boy CD.
10. Something from American Eagle.
11. Something from Hot Topic.
12. Something from Hollister.
13. Something from Abercrombie.
14. A pet.
15. Some type of trophy/award.
16. Full/Queen-size bed.
17. King-size bed.
18. An iPod.
19. Something from a professional team.
20. More than $100.
21. Monster, Full Throttle, Amp, Red Bull, etc. in your fridge.
22. Something Green Day.
23. Xanga.
24. Myspace.
25. Makeup.
26. A desk in your room.
27. A hill in your backyard.
28. DDR.
29. A pair of skis.
30. An alarm clock.
31. A pair of ice skates.
32. A pair of Rollerblades.
33. A treadmill.
34. Your own phone line.
35. AIM.
36. Yahoo!
37. MSN.
38. ICQ.
39. AOL.
40. Perfume/cologne.
41. Bath lotion.
42. Necklaces and bracelets.
43. A journal/diary.
44. Yogurt and peaches in your fridge.
45. X’s in your screen name.
46. A birthday in September.
47. A famous relative.
48. A relative in a different state/province.
49. A disowned relative.
50. A relative that lives in Florida.
51. Your own bathroom.
52. Your own band.
53. Any rock band shirts.
54. A guitar.
55. A hammock.
56. A basketball hoop.
57. A soccer net.
58. A bike.
59. An electric scooter.
60. A minivan.
61. A V.C. Andrews book.
62. A friend that does drugs/alcohol/smoke .
63. A locker at school.
64. A baby.
65. Sparkly blue nail polish.
66. A “Vote for Pedro” shirt.
67. The movie “40 Year Old Virgin”.
68. A promise ring.
69. A pool table.
71. Trampoline.
72. Livejournal.
73. Flip flops.
74. Steve Madden shoes.
75. The Sims 3.
76. A ping pong table.
77. An air hockey table.
78. A basement.
79. Converse(s).
80. Construction paper.
81. Markers, crayons, etc..
82. Coloring books.
83. A nice singing voice. (?)
84. GameCube.
85. Xbox.
86. Playstation.
87. PS2.
88. PSP.
89. Some type of disease.
90. Rose Red movie.
91. VCR/DVD player.
92. A mom or dad.
93. An older brother.
94. An older sister.
95. A younger brother.
96. A younger sister.
97. A twin.
98. A sled.
99. A lake/pond/river/ocean near your house.
100. Friends who like you.
@suhhamyo
hehe ello (:
thanks for the followback
my name is Roselle , I’m pretty weird and Tumblr is like a diary…if you read my post you’ll know exactly what I’m thinking and how I feel
I live in toronto. are you one of the many Americans I’ve come to follow?
do you remember when we were on the feild? and I took your hand for the first time? and then yeh you went to sleep and everyone was like WOAH
that was my favourite memory <3
okay So I've beem waiting to get a haircut for the loooongest time!
I BETTER GET IT TODAY….OR ILL CUT THE WHITE ONE!
7-5-15-18-7-5 <3
no its not a date
it’s not a time
it’s not a combination
it’s not a problem nor a solution
it’s not nothing
it’s not everything … maybe LOL
it’s not you
it’s him <3
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
OMG NUMBER ONE …. you have big boobs roselle LIKE REALLY! zomg
I like your hair… its long
I love how your always smiling
pro writer
Your good in English! ..HELP ME
flexibility ^^
enthusiasm
yea thats the jist (:
When your phone dies...
R.I.P
till we meet again , when you’re fully charged again
I COULDN'T SLEEP SO I WROTE THIS.
I’ve had alot in my mind.
Like what to do today , who to talk to.
Today everyday. whats been on my mind is this exactly. what do i wanna do today? talk to you. who do i wanna talk to? you already noe who. what should i say? if i do something stupid she doesn’t like. what if i’m to clingy. what if “me” is not she wants. I noe its weird. how i noe that i like you for 318 days. hahah, thats alot of days. but yeah. thats not the point. the point is. i dnt spend each and every day thinking about just one girl. but i do. i dnt only speak to one girl all day everyday. but i do. i dnt talk to girls from late night to 6 - 7 in the morning, but i do. Can anyone see whats wrong with the picture? lol. Look, if your reading this. you noe i like you.. ALOT. its not really something a guy would say to girl. or something a guy would even wait for, but i did. cause your not just that girl. your the girl. the girl that i wanna tell all my secrets to. the girl that i can just speak my mind to, the girl that wouldn’t mind me being a total dork. ( my bad singing, my random thoughts, the corniness that just comes out of nowhere ) To tell you the truth i can’t tell if you even like me or if you just want me as a friend. Remember : I’m kind of slow when it comes to those things. Alot of people think we do. but they serious don’t noe anything. ( they say : oh you guys should just go out already, or its obvious you guys have a thing for each other, the one that i hear the most : you guys are like in love ) seriously. I DNT EVEN KNOW. hahah, im up at 4:48 in the morning writing this cause its been in my head and wow. It just wont go away. Makes me mad that i dnt have a clue, makes me sad at the fact that i dnt have a clue. but it makes me happy that atleast i get to talk to you even if your so far away.. && its even worse cause your starting school and idk if we’d even be able to talk a much as we do now. and Im gonna miss our late night conversations, talking about random things, stupid things, Or the times where we didnt even talk. it was just in the moment. and Even if we dn’t talk everyday. at those moments when we do talk and someone looks at me and says ” why are you smiling stupidass. ” I’d say. ” Dnt worry about it , im just smiling cause i wanna smile ” Lol. even tho alot of ppl noe i talk to you -______- its the only name that pops out when i text. hahah, wow. I Wonder why i could’nt have just this thru the fone. Why am i shy to tell you things even tho we’ve known each other for almost a year. lol. Ugh Im such a burn. ” Waiting is a big part of starting a relationship, its shows comitment, maturaty, and patients. ” its something that i made up of what everyones been telling me about waiting. hmpf. my eyes are starting to get a lil blurry from all this typing hehe and its proly got to do with me being tired. but im just saying sincerily. I’m me and I noe what i want and what i want it is you..
Sorry if its a bit long, if its corny, or it wasn’t worth the read. Just something i had to say thats been in my mind for awhile.
Okay. imma sleep now and maybe die from embarressment, that will come from just writing this. So GOODNIGHT SWEETDREAMS. Bye.
” Waiting is a big part of starting a relationship, its shows commitment, maturity, and patience. ”
I’m sorry for never being clear about things, especially my feelings. This thing called ” commitment ” scares me. How do I TRULY know you won’t just choose another? I’ve been fooled once and it hurt. A lot. I just don’t want to go through that again. I’m sorry for taking precautions, I just don’t want things to end bad, on either side.
AWWWH that was soo cute!
STAY AWAKE WITH ME
@itsgeremy
hehe okiee I wont, and I found you on facebook LOL don’t think I’m creepy okiee xP OMG haha nvm.. you already accepted me (:
haha, yeah its not creepy at all. thats how you make friends online right? lol
hehe yea I guess (: OH FUN FACT : You’re the first person I made friends with trough tumblr haha you best feel special xD
@itsgeremy
hehe okiee I wont, and I found you on facebook LOL don’t think I’m creepy okiee xP OMG haha nvm.. you already accepted me (:
@itsgeremy
ello (:
thanks for the follow back . I followed you cuzz you know Ingirs…meaning you live in Cali bahaha silly america. LOL jokes
its all good. nice to you meet you. my names geremy. ( of course ) hah. whats yours?
My name Is Roselle (: you can find me on facebook . hehe it’s nice to meet you too
hah okay, ill look you up :) how do you noe ingris?
LOL how do you know Ingirs ?! haha umm well I went to Cali this year and met her (: actually I slept with her.. BE JEALOUS =P do you know Krista? well yea shes my cousin xD
@itsgeremy
ello (:
thanks for the follow back . I followed you cuzz you know Ingirs…meaning you live in Cali bahaha silly america. LOL jokes
its all good. nice to you meet you. my names geremy. ( of course ) hah. whats yours?
My name Is Roselle (: you can find me on facebook . hehe it’s nice to meet you too
@itsgeremy
ello (:
thanks for the follow back . I followed you cuzz you know Ingirs…meaning you live in Cali bahaha silly america. LOL jokes
Why is it that we could do a million things right, but be forever remembered by one single mistake?
(via joyceyeunchoi, phileho)
omg.. I know what you mean
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Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
no one. If I didn’t meet one person then even the slightest bit I wouldn’t be who I am .
hey I know how to stop time!!
Take a picture (:
You’ll have that moment with you forever .
Long time no see tumblr (:
Sorry, I’ve been on vacation in Winnipeg and went to camp. I’ll be back soontime (:
In Winnipeg , Manitoba!
So that was the longest long drive YET!
= 32 hours in total…
Now im here chilling in Mowens room , tomorrows plans ummm not to sure yet.
We were gonna pull an all nighter and watch movies BUTTTT the thing doesnt work Dx soo were gonna go to sleep now to wake up early tomorrow and do something xD
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Ms. Philippines
4th runner up DO YOU KNOW WHY!!! she had the most ridicules answer… LIKE WHAT THE SHIT WAS THAT . Making us look stupid is what. But w/e we got top 5 right? beat out Italy and Spain and abuncha other gorgeous countries MUHAHAHAHAHAHA anyways even though the person who repped our country was stupid in the face IM STILL PROUD . yea I know there’s a buncha pissed off fillipinos/fillipinas in the world but take it in we got top five! Sure its not Miss Universe , but it’s something :D
23hours20min
In a car Long Driving OMG thats without stopping. WIsh my car luck
“It’s not just practice , it’s training!”
—Sasuke
You had a daughter once, but you lost her, not by death; but by anger.
You're lazy, conceited, and careless; and I wouldn't change a thing.
Love isn’t about finding the perfect person; it’s loving the person in the perfect way. Accepting them for who they are, and loving them despite of their flaws.
Those who are quick to jude us and find it easy to hate is because they didn't take the time to get to know us
Normal is over-rated
Only time will tell what the future holds
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Jacqueline
Jordan
Brandon
Mel
Michael
Vince
Vanessa
Angelica
Bea
Aldrich
Kaitlin
Cassidy
Edrick
Nicholas
Ryan
Charlie
Mark
Destiny
Megan
Lucas
Julia
Bianca
Kris
Patrick
Regine
Trishia
Pheobe
Andy
…yea I’m sorry guys
Challenge challenge challenge
Day01 → Something you hate about yourselfDay 02 → Something you love about yourselfDay 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself forDay 04 → Something you have to forgive someone forDay 05 → Something you hope to do in lifeDay 06 → Something you hope you never have to doDay 07 → Someone who has made your life worth liveingDay 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shitDay 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit
my mother
william
danille
Ken
yeh i think thats all … theres not many people I hate or made my life shit
