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Get slapped in the face with the truth and appreciate it or drown in the fucking lies you continuously assume are truth.

I used to be so confused when couples broke up and started saying they hated each other. Like, how can you say you hate someone you used to love?
Saying you hate them to cover that you sill love them, that’s understandable but actually hating the person, I never understood. Until recently.

I guess you have to experience it to fully understand.

LOL @ the gif

Vimy Ridge.
We woke up nice and early…6:00 and was out the door for 7:15 I believe and headed for Vimy!
We started the day off with the march of silence in honor of all the soldiers that were determined to take the ridge. I know a lot of people did t really feel that into it but I actually was. The weather wasn’t even on our side! It was raining all fuckin day and I was wearing shoes -__- my feet were drenched for over 10 hours and my pants ZOMG thank the Lord I kept my upper body dry or I’d be sick tomorrow. Note that they placed over 4,000 youths in one location with only one tent of warmth … And only two bathroom stations! It was awful but I imagined how it would have been like 95 years ago, it was probably snowing and fuck man the trenches would have been mother fuckers, we got to visit a trench after the Student ceremony which was cool. You should have seen the grass that grew over the trenches, it was like rolling hills and it was enclosed with an electric french saying DANGER UNDETONATED BOMBS shit just got real. You can’t teach that feeling in a classroom.
After we had free time to take pictures with the monument but my group fucked that idea and walked around to keep warm but that didn’t really work cuz the rain+wind is just so stupid!! My feet my killing
After there was the international ceremony for Vimy Ridge which was basically the same as the Student ceremony without the candle and tomb stones. It was soo cool that Air, Army and Sea cadets from all over Canada was there, I related with them so much it was ridiculous!
Alright then we finally got to go on the bus LONGEST DAY EVERY!! But first I had to pee and while I was waiting I made friends with the dude behind me, he was from PEI! My first friend ever from PEI! Aha he doesn’t have a horse :( and I don’t even know his name but tis okay, he was very nice.
Then we went to like a mini version of the ACC and went to a Hey Rosetta concert!! It was fun dancing with my baby Andrea, so proud of her getting her Neil chop ;)
Then the evening mood shifted.
Spent the rest of the night arguing “fixing” things with Brandon… I don’t even know how far that went cuz I still feel the same. He said he wants to fight for me, but there’s nothing he can do that will make me want him again. “Everyone deserves a second chance” I can’t believe he thought he hadn’t had waaay more then that! I’m not wasting 5 more months and get nothing lol fuck that.

Alright so after the concert I thought Abby&Kim wernt in the room so I made friends with Bloor peeps, omg my kind of people lmao. They had a lot of weed and offered if I wanted and I was so down, but when I told Erwin that I might do it, he asked that I don’t. So I didnt :)
Then just spent the night talking to Erwin cuz Abby fell asleep for once and Kim iuno she was just quiet lol
It was an interesting Easter Monday no doubt.

they should invent

a treadmill

with a laptop built in

and unless you were walking, the internet wouldn’t work

like you had to be walking on it, you can’t just trick it and stand on the sides

i would lose so much weight