So today I helped out with Franciz’s promposal to Severina! We went to Pizza Pizza and I worked my art magic and took off the pepperoni and rearranged it to say PROM lmfao some hard work had to go down oh but then the walk back was so funny cuz then he was getting so scared and stuff and I was just super excited for him!!! So we entered through the basement to make sure she wouldn’t see us, oh the amount of extra care we took was a bit much LOL then from art to his locker we just grew a mini entourage and then yeaa he did it the way I taught him LMFAO he went up behind her and put the single white rosé in front of her and when she turned around SHE HAD THE BIGGEST SMILEEEE :D and then she turned towards me and then yea you can see the box above :)
Following that great moment, Severina told me she would come with me to stc to go prom dress shopping!!!! I WAS SO EXCITED FOR THAT but she was all like BRO WE HAVE TO GO TO THE DISNEY STORE FIRST!! It was like some tradition thing, iuno. And then I saw Jasmine, Alyssa, and Keith and I was like omggg I must say hi! And then Alyssa handed me a note and I was like oh what’s this? A discount thing or something but then Jasmine handed me a balloon AND I KNEW javsdnicshssowhdnskbddxls I was literally about to start crying!! And then i was handed a bag AND SIMBA WAS IN IT OMGOMGOMG (guise you dont understand my happinesssss) then the note said something about going to the pet store where I met July and JD!! Where I was given an umbrella and another note telling me to go to a store with only 2 letters, so I headed to H&M! That’s where I met Justin who handed me a balloon and one by one started taking things out of his pocket LOL first the next note, then MY FAVOURITE CHOCOLATE!!! Uwvdndksbdmdkwndm this note told me to use the colour of the note as a hint where to go next lmfaoooo: Bluenotes!! And I believe on my way out of H&M I accidentally let go of 1 balloon :(
At Bluenotes there was Aubrey and Kimberly ready to give me a single rose and yet another ballon (which were all the perfect colour of purple) and yes, another note telling me to go to the place where we first met :$ which was the Civic Centre! And there he was, holding flowers and a balloon for me!! And behind him was everyone I just mentioned holding or helping hold the letters P R O M ? Widbmdishedneishen YES YES YES!!
I am beyond words of happiness! I was complaining so much that my friend Nickole was gonna get 2 and I couldn’t even get 1 and that all my single friends all got promposals and here I am WITH A BOYFRIEND and won’t have one… Well so I thought aigemfkebnawlend
Today has actually been the greatest day of this year so far and I am so happy aidbsnkswbsksjbsakjswb
Erwin I am so in love with you and this was the epitome of perfection :*
LOL yes there was people, not the big crowd you don’t like and not the secluded thing I don’t like :) it met us perfectly in the middle && you actually put so much into it that it makes my heart smile that you did this for me and hearing you say that I’m worth it and I deserve it just makes my whole life, because you’re saying it :’)
I love you! xoxo
Spent practically the whole year with Erwin and I must say I couldn’t ask for anyone better. He’s been through literally HELL and back with me. He can be an asshole and I can be a bitch sometimes …
But with that we’re both each others angels treading along an unmarked path :)
Being with Erwin has opened my eyes to a bunch of stuff, I’ve discovered what it’s like to smile and recall what it’s like to really laugh to the point of pissing your pants. I’ve managed to get through anger like no other and pain that doesn’t ask for tomorrow. He was there every step of the way.
2012 has been a wild one, that’s for sure. It’s been a while since I have said that the year has done me well. January-February I wasn’t with Erwin and I can say that it was the toughest of months, I was with Brandon and at one point we were happy but closer to the end I felt like I was drowning and I couldn’t find a way out, or more like I was hoping to find air where there was none… Then March came along and you can call it the perfect coincidence? On March 12th I met Erwin at a job fair I wasn’t supposed to be at :$ it was when fantasy and reality overlapped briefly. It was time I made my move and made my fantasy a reality and took charge on my happiness because you know, in the end DO WHAT MAKES TOU HAPPY! Lol
Two lost teens just looking for a place to call home, baby I’m here and I’m not going anywhere :) I love making movie scenes out of our lives because we actually lived them, the money maker shots lay etched in our memories
Let’s take a stroll down memory lane, shall we?
March - We met, we also started going out LOL we were never really friends… God wanted us to be lovers omg that was corny
April - I went to Europe, it was amazing with a few bumps… And when I came back we broke up
May - Legit before prom we got back together. I had Lunch with your fam @ Mandarin!!
June - my birthday!! YOU MET MY FAMILY
July - Centre Island!!! Some how you managed to put up with me in summer school && eClass
August - The Ex, you had FROSH!
September - hmm what did we do in September? Lol I know I just started gr12 and you were a few weeks into uni :/ well I know I wrote about it on our 6month post LOL go find it
October - I handed out candy for the first time!! I always wanted to do that lol and I got to spend that night with you :) camped out on my porch feeding and throwing candy at each other :’)
November - 8 months strong, we celebrated at Chakos!!
December - We went to the YMCA as usual lmao we probably did stuff at my house too ;)
OMG I don’t remember when we went to Red Lobster but that was the first time a boy had ever taken me out to some place other than the movies sfhandihebfkfkebdnskisvdb it was expensive as fuck, for me lol I’m cheap! And for him to even consider going was a blessing. I know it’s sill but I dated so many people and none of them cares enough until Erwin. Babe I love you so much and know I see you as a keeper okay :)
May we spend a long long long time together and I wish us luck lol
See you next year love!!
P.S I LOVE YOU!!
A milestone lmao
Here we are babe. What so I have left to say? You know at this point we’re finding a lot of things about each other that just irritates the shit out of the other and it’s pretty funny how we deal with it. I think we’re slowly learning each others ticks that can turn that frown upside down :)
Our adventures ooooh our adventures :’) I know I probably mention this for every long thingy I write but, they’re just so different. Maybe because I’ve never dated someone that actually took me out lol. I don’t really know what I was doing with my life before Erwin. I know I dated a lot of guys but I guess we missed the “dating” part LMFAO anyways. Erwin fills that void I had. Erwin makes me happy. Erwin loves me for reasons I can only being to understand which is intriguing. Erwin takes me out of my comfort zone as a challenge to myself most of the time, I show him I’m pretty out there, and then I end up shocking myself too lol
Today he took me to Ryerson and I sat through his Physics class lmao that has always been on my bucket list; to just sit in a university class lmao cuz you know I’m in high school x) then we got bubble tea at 163 I think it’s called, I told him to get Mango! But he got Taro cuz “I gave in first” :$ he’s just so amazing when it’s needed. Like in class I didn’t let him play a game on my iPod cuz it’s very battery draining and he writes an essay on my graphing calculator about how he will get mad when he doesn’t get his way and he’s not about to change… Anyways I was getting really uncomfy and mad-ish cuz I was in his boring class so i was juat watching him but kid didn’t even move lol so I laid my hand flat on my thigh AND HE TOOK THE HINT :) it it it it was just such a magical moment, is it weird that I got butterflies from just that :/? But yea, when he ordered taro instead of mango, he did it again! There’s just these little things that make him different from everyone else. Maybe because he actually knows how to make his girl smile with out even trying, and by girl I mean meee duuuh:) oh yea we also got Harvey’s today but no burger just poutines we didnt even finish omg just take that in for a moment :( anyways I’m so happy that I can say happy 8 months babe I LOVE YOU AND SEEEE YOU L8ER LOL
15,000th Post!
TRADITION! I am to write about the person I like at this time.
Can’t really do that this time around buuuuuuuuuut writing about the person I love must suffice :P
Here we are again at a thousand posts later and I’m still with Erwin :) So I’m here to talk about the love of my life! Today I was in a unit 3/4 HRE relationship seminar and it was pretty enlightening. We talked about the difference between love, lust, and infatuation. Mrs. Tsang even told us about how she was in a 7 year relationship from the age of 14, she was 21 when they broke up and now she’s 26 and happily married. She said her ex boyfriend was very controlling, a very jelly guy and didn’t support her. When they broke up on mutual terms she realized that she missed out on a lot of her teenage years. I don’t think Erwin holds me back from things I want to do. I don’t think he’s very controlling. He does keep me in line, but those are completely different :) And LOL I know he can be very jelly but like I can look at another guy and he won’t kill me. Cuz I catch this boy looking at other girls on the regular, no biggy :P We go on adventures in the sexy hours of the PM. We fight like no tomorrrrrrrrrow, and still wake up on the right side because I refuse to sleep with an unresolved argument, I hope it’s vice versa :$ I think we’d do anything for the other. We have still yet to understand everything about each other, but that’s terrific because we have the rest of our lives to get to know each other inside and out LMFAO I feel so cheeeesy. I’ll end with, I love this boy to the moon and back ERWIN YOU HEAR! :P
You know sometimes we make it difficult for each other to move forward in this relationship, but I guess that’s what keeps us interesting. There’s never a continuous flow of anger, happiness, sadness, excitement, envy, calmness etc,. We are a bundle of it all and it’s not even a pattern either, everyday is like a new gift and we never know what the day will bring. What we do being to the table is our love and I’d say its a lot stronger than most of the teenage romances out there FOR SURE! Usually I’d say we’ve been to hell and back together, but I’m beginning to see that’s an understatement lmao. We’ve been to the ends of the abyss to the meadows beyond heaven’s boundaries together. That’s how strong I think we are. There’s a ginormous red ribbon around us that bind us together :)
Lol I’ve exceeded cheesy I am now milk ahaha, bad joke. I’m done OMG
On a final note, Erwin I know you’re in the shower right now and might be a little frustrated with me for reasons that are your own, but I’ll always be here no matter what I say or do. I know I can show it better and I will, this is just a wittle bump okay, don’t let it get to you. I LOVE YOU!!!! MUAH :)
Thank God I have babe’s sweater to keep me warm :’)
Why the fuck is it freeeeezing in the basement though! The temperature difference from here and downstairs is actually pretty FUCKING ridiculous it’s stupid
