Spent practically the whole year with Erwin and I must say I couldn’t ask for anyone better. He’s been through literally HELL and back with me. He can be an asshole and I can be a bitch sometimes …
But with that we’re both each others angels treading along an unmarked path :)
Being with Erwin has opened my eyes to a bunch of stuff, I’ve discovered what it’s like to smile and recall what it’s like to really laugh to the point of pissing your pants. I’ve managed to get through anger like no other and pain that doesn’t ask for tomorrow. He was there every step of the way.
2012 has been a wild one, that’s for sure. It’s been a while since I have said that the year has done me well. January-February I wasn’t with Erwin and I can say that it was the toughest of months, I was with Brandon and at one point we were happy but closer to the end I felt like I was drowning and I couldn’t find a way out, or more like I was hoping to find air where there was none… Then March came along and you can call it the perfect coincidence? On March 12th I met Erwin at a job fair I wasn’t supposed to be at :$ it was when fantasy and reality overlapped briefly. It was time I made my move and made my fantasy a reality and took charge on my happiness because you know, in the end DO WHAT MAKES TOU HAPPY! Lol
Two lost teens just looking for a place to call home, baby I’m here and I’m not going anywhere :) I love making movie scenes out of our lives because we actually lived them, the money maker shots lay etched in our memories
Let’s take a stroll down memory lane, shall we?
March - We met, we also started going out LOL we were never really friends… God wanted us to be lovers omg that was corny
April - I went to Europe, it was amazing with a few bumps… And when I came back we broke up
May - Legit before prom we got back together. I had Lunch with your fam @ Mandarin!!
June - my birthday!! YOU MET MY FAMILY
July - Centre Island!!! Some how you managed to put up with me in summer school && eClass
August - The Ex, you had FROSH!
September - hmm what did we do in September? Lol I know I just started gr12 and you were a few weeks into uni :/ well I know I wrote about it on our 6month post LOL go find it
October - I handed out candy for the first time!! I always wanted to do that lol and I got to spend that night with you :) camped out on my porch feeding and throwing candy at each other :’)
November - 8 months strong, we celebrated at Chakos!!
December - We went to the YMCA as usual lmao we probably did stuff at my house too ;)
OMG I don’t remember when we went to Red Lobster but that was the first time a boy had ever taken me out to some place other than the movies sfhandihebfkfkebdnskisvdb it was expensive as fuck, for me lol I’m cheap! And for him to even consider going was a blessing. I know it’s sill but I dated so many people and none of them cares enough until Erwin. Babe I love you so much and know I see you as a keeper okay :)
May we spend a long long long time together and I wish us luck lol
See you next year love!!
P.S I LOVE YOU!!